Well for one sweet heart suicide is not the answer, it might think that its the only way but, I myself is a Suicidal survivor I have tried to do it SEVERAL times and I came so close but I was always saved by people in my life who I can not live with out, showing my gratuity everyday to them, they are my Friend kyle like a brother to me Amanda is like a sister to me and my own mother, plus my new hubby he helped me cope with the break up with my ex.

My ex boyfriend was my issue I was in the same position you were in although it was his parents treating me like a maid, I had to buy my own food which I never got to eat, I had to clean EVERY day and I mean a big house and go to work plus school as his mother sat on her fucking ass, and told me I missed a spot. I eventually in 2 yrs living there ended up in the hospital for suicide attempts.

It may seem the best way to get away from everything but how I have come to see myself suicide option is just showing your a coward and can't deal with some hard ships of life, that maybe a harsh statement but when you come see what I mean you will understand. The most sounding of this room mate knows you depend on her so she is going to make your life a living hell to make her OWN self feel good about herself which is the lowest you could go in this world.

Now you are not doing anything wrong in life, I do not know you personally in life but I do believe you take care of yourself well and try be the best that you can be in life. Having people like her is just scum of the earth which she will get shot down sooner or later and she may realize what she has done and myabe not some never know.

With depression I do see you might need to think about seeing someone about a treatment for the thoughts you seem to come up with, I am not on pills and I refuse to take em because I knew my depression was from my ex, which maybe the case with your roomie, Just seeking someone to even talk too or vent I am here for you as a friend and a listener if you do trust me I will listen and try to answer with the best intentions possible, I will never play foul hopes which some people do, I speak me mind and speak on how I have dealt with my issues.

Let me know if you ever need to talk to me hunie I am here for you

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hugs & a kiss you know if you need someone to talk too i'm not too far away love ^_^

noooo!!*hugs*please don't be unhappy,that house mate is a jerk!!!
please don't give up hun*hugs more*

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"The part that wants to live is always stronger than the part that wants to die"

And if that's not good enough, take this one from personal experience: there are no hopeless situations - only those who lose hope in the face of certain situations.

From what I can see, you've got friends and you've got talent both. That was good enough for a friend who managed to extend his life years longer than the "experts" said would be.

Never give up - the bastards don't deserve the consideration otherwise.

na... sometimes I vent because of chit that happens.... I tend to be sick of things really easy.. its pretty bad at times.. and moving doesnt help anything.

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my city [link] - Nakoshi
akira's city [link] - Rubberkitty
tuzzy's city [link] - Tuzzy

okies, home is set back up... and so is desktop... so I is happies again

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my city [link] - Nakoshi
akira's city [link] - Rubberkitty
tuzzy's city [link] - Tuzzy

okies, home is set back up... and so is desktop... so I is happies again

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my city [link] - Nakoshi
akira's city [link] - Rubberkitty
tuzzy's city [link] - Tuzzy

okies, home is set back up... and so is desktop... so I is happies again

Thankies again

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my city [link] - Nakoshi
akira's city [link] - Rubberkitty
tuzzy's city [link] - Tuzzy

Good!

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Squeakers You will always be remembered, Rest in peace


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