another Vday come and gone, here and there, and another vday spent alone, at home, bored and sober... what is it with me, my life, my luck, that says I cant be happy when everyone or anyone else is..... am I supposed to be the one that is always unhappy so all those around me can know what happiness is? I'm seriously starting to think that... aside from not having anyone to spend vday with, I also still have no job... all I do is wake up, go to school, go home, do home work, goto bed, then repeat. no wonder I've gained weight, probally because all I do is stress... stress about school, stress about bills, stress about gaining weight, stress about being stressed, stressed about the fact that I have absolutely no love life to speak of... yeah I'm pretty pathetic at this point I guess...

anyway update on school.. I'm still doing really good at it... got my scheduale done up for spring semister, got 2 electronic courses, an english course, and my first legit programming course... yay me...